EDITING ANGST

I know all writers go through this but it doesn't make the editing process any easier. I have a book accepted by iUniverse and am doing rewrites/edits/additions on it. Let me tell you, an initial evaluation showed me how much I don't catch when writing and proofreading. It has been an anxious time but such a great learning experience. Still, when I first received the evaluation, I felt like a comment my husband once made when taking art classes: "Those who can't paint, teach." I'm--"those who can't write, teach."

I do feel better now. My reps along the few steps of publishing I've been through have been marvelous and so helpful. And understanding. I panicked with the evaluation, drug my feet about continuing, wasn't sure I could do all they felt I should to make this book saleable. With their kind assistance, answering of questions, and assurances, I am able to go on from here. Except...

These rewrites and edits are tough. I am on the third go-round. I know the stories are stronger now. I have created another story which I feel is one of the best things I've written in a long time. I've added scenes to old stories to strengthen them. In doing so, I hope I have addressed the main thing the evaluator found wrong--my short stories are more character driven than plot driven.

I had a problem with this. I think my voice works. "The Quilt Maker" was primarily character-driven stories and they worked for readers. iUniverse wants me to rewrite them all so I will have a greater audience. I'm not so sure this is what I am seeking. I have a pretty good reader base already, this collection was for them really, and I fear something will be lost if I rewrite them all. So--I made an attempt to do what the evaluators think is best--but left many of the stories the same, the ones in which I think readers will hear my voice when reading.

I'm working on my last edits. I would hope to get this done before I leave for Shannon's (my youngest granddaughter) wedding in Florida. But I won't submit it until I return. I need to be available in order to continue with the steps to printng. That has been okayed by my representatives.

So remember--getting ready for publishing is hard work. You have to do all you can to reach your goal of putting that book into reader's hands. But it's the best thing you can do for your work--you will never write the same, or edit the same way after this experience.

You will be a better writer, I promise.